talking about Kurt Cobain
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Nirvana Lyrics:
And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun
Everyone does very good at making me think i should give up and kill myself thank you for ignoring me everyone, and excluding me from your exclusive social groups. I'm sorry that seeing a nice normal intelligent man, homeless, and sleeping on pavement, bums you out. Maybe your existance is so ignorant, that you push people like me into this position, and you can't stand to look at yourself in the mirror, and realise that this is just as much your fault as it is mine. If you can't stand my existence why don't you just kill me, i'm Kurt *********, i'm in Salt Lake City Utah, my social security number is 505-04-6072, i'm not going to do it, you can send someone to come and kill me if you are so repulsed by my existence, because i can't stand you anymore either.
I've been under a lot of pressure to die these last few years. What is life anyway? It's good relationships with friends, and dreams, and striving for those dreams right? Feeling like a part of something, feeling included. Feeling special, setting goals and having a sense of accomplishment. Having friends you can talk to and eat with and share ideas with on a daily basis, and they respect your ideas. Exactly what every single person i meet diverts me from, and basically tells me I should give all that up, and go to the bottom. Then why do all the poeple who want to 'help' me they don't eat with me, they suggest i give up everything i ever did in my past, and start over at the beginning. That's why i say start over at the top, pick up where i left off, destroy anyone in my path.
Corker J and Kurt discussing this Kurt Cobain thing on MSN for a book report, remember that Cortney? yes you do, gucci goo goo, umm, apparently William Burroughs and Kurt Cobain make an album, with William Burroughs speaking, and Kurt Cobain playing screechy sounds on the guitar. Then William Burroughs introduced Kurt to the 'dream machine' it's not as high tech as it sounds, it's just a strobe effect, that goes to specific brainwave frequencies and the bright flashes of light alter the brainwaves. It is dangerous because people who are already mentally unstable, oftentimes commit suicide while under the influence of the dream machine, because they don't know what they are doing. Courtney Love wanted to prevent the mailing of the dream machine, and mailed it back the first time, along with the postage and price of purchase, but apparently William Burroughs sent it again. This was all within the last month before Kurt Cobain was found dead.
And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun
Come As You Are
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Come as you are, as you were,
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend, as an old enemy
Take your time, hurry up
The choice is your, don't be late
Take a rest as a friend as an old memoria
Come dowsed in mud, soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend, as a friend, as an old memoria
And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun
You can join in the murder of Kurt ********* too.. just keep ignoring me, make me feel unloved by finding ways to push me away and tell me to find help elsewhere, don't include me in your life. Forget that i ever existed. Tell yourselves that i'm crazy! That i'm making all this up, that i brought all this on myself, do anything but make me feel happy. You're doing very good at making me feel like I should kill myself, congratulations, thanks for your unloving reaction the first time i show signs of distress in my life. Then all those who i thought were my friends turned into backstabbers, and they were probably backstabbers all along, and were just waiting till someone gave the signal that they could all show their true colors.
74:7
7 And the days, Uriel showed me; the angel whom the Lord of glory appointed over all the luminaries.
8 Of heaven in heaven, and in the world; that they might rule in the face of the sky, and appearing over the earth, become.
9 conductors of the days and nights: the sun, the moon, the stars, and all the ministers of heaven, which make their circuit with all the chariots of heaven.
10 Thus Uriel showed me twelve gates open for the circuit of the chariots of the sun in heaven, from which the rays of the sun shoot forth.
11 From these proceed heat over the earth, when they are opened in their stated seasons. They are for the winds, and the spirit of the dew, when in their seasons they are opened; opened in heaven and its extremities.
12 Twelve gates I beheld in heaven, at the extremities of the earth, through which the sun, moon, and stars, and all the works of heaven, proceed at their rising and setting.
13 Many windows also are open on the right and on the left.
14 One window at a certain season grows extremely hot. So also are there gates from which the stars go forth as they are commanded, and in which they set according to their number.
15 I saw likewise the chariots of heaven, running in the world above to those gates in which the stars turn, which never set. One of hese is greater than all, which goes round the whole world.
Chapter 75
1 And at the extremities of the earth I beheld twelve gates open for all the winds, from which they proceed and blow over the earth.
2 Three of them are open in the front of heaven, three in the west, three on the right side of heaven, and three on the left. the first three are those which are towards the east, three are towards the north, three behind those which are upon the left, towards the south, and three on the west.
3 From four of them proceed winds of blessing, and of health; and from eight proceed winds of punishment; when they are sent to destroy the earth, and the heaven above it, all its inhabitatnts, and all whch are in the waters, or on dry land.
4 The first of these winds proceeds from the gate termed the eastern, through the first gate on the east, which inclines southwards. From this goes forth destruction, drought, heat, and perdition.
5 From the second gate, the middle one, proceeds equity. There issue from it rain, fruitfulness, health, and dew; and from the third gate northwards, proceed cold and drought.
6 After these proceed the south winds through three principal gates; through their first gate, which inclines eastwards, proceeds a hot wind.
7 But from the middle gate proceed grateful odour, dew, rain, health, and life.
8 From the third gate, which is westwards, proceed dew, rain, blight, and destruction.
9 After these are the winds to the north, which is called the sea. They proceed from three gates. The first gate is that whch is on the east, inclining southwards; from this proceed dew, rain, blight, and destruction. From the middle direct gate proceed rain, dew, life, and health. And from the third gate, which is westwards, inclining towards the south, proceed mist, frost, snow, rain, dew, and blight.
10 After these in the fourth quarter are the wins to the west. From the first gate, inclining northwards, proceed dew, rain, frost, cold, snow, and chill; from the middle gate proceed rain, health, and blessing;
11 And from the last gate, which is sothwards, proceed drought, destruction, scorching, and perdition.
12 The account of the twelve gates of the four quarters of heaven is ended.
13 All their laws, all their infliction of punishment, and the health produced by them, have I explained to you, my son Mathusala.
Chapter 76
1 The first wind is called the eastern, because it is the first.
2 The second is called the south, because the Most high there descends, and frequently thre descends he who is blessed for ever.
3 The western wind has the name of dimunution, because there all the luminaries of heaven are diminished, and descend.
4 the fourth wind, which is named the north, is divided into three parts; one of which is for the habitation of man; another for seas of water, with valleys, woods, river, shady places, and snow; and the third part contains paradise.
5 Seven high mountains I beheld, higher than all the mountains of the earth, from which frost proceeds; whil days, seasons, and years depart and pass away.
6 Seven rivers I beheld upon earth, greater than all rivers, one of which takes its course from the west; into a great sea its water flows.
7 Two come from the north to the sea, their waters flowing into the Erythraean sea, on the east. And with respect to the remaining four, they take their course in the cavity of the north, two to their sea, the Erythraean sea, and two are poured into a great sea, where also it i said there is a desert.
8 Seven great islands I saw in the sea and on the earth. Seven in the great sea.
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