reality was altered
I wrote this letter out of MSN.com to some high school alumni, and MSN e-mail suddenly shut down. Everytime i write an e-mail expressing my mind, the service stops working after that. My lycos i'll send an e-mail out of it, and it won't reach its destination. I think someone is intercepting my e-mails are you getting this e-mail? are you getting this e-mail?
(e-mail that shut down my msn right after i sent it to members of my high school alumni class of '90 '92 '93
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well, when i hitchhiked into provo with just my cat and a backpack (i had been evicted from my apartment in Albuquerque, and lost everything that i had accumulated over the last 20 years or so) but i met a girl, and she sexed me up real quick, and it was like 3 years of celibacy that i didn't think i could get a girlfriend ever again, as women only seem to get more expensive and stuck up in these Republican years. Umm, but she was diagnosed as schizophrenic, but really she doesn't hear voices, she does have a temper. Wouldn't you have a temper if you were constantly lied to and decieved by your parents and church leaders? I got pissed off because she was giong through this vocational rehab program, and they get her all signed up for school, then she goes in to get her books for her summer school classes, and it turns out that the Utah voc-rehab won't cover half the books. Then she has to call this idiot in rehab, (it's for people who haven't worked awhile, and are trying to get their life back together) and the idiot isn't in his office, then by the time she gets things straightened out, the class is already in session and she's already failing. Then there's that Brigham Young university and all those rich kids with their nice cars and plastic bimbos, that town was driving me crazy too! well i think about 1/2 the town, even like professionals, are i the mental health care program, i'm sorry Matt but this church is a big lie and they are a bunch of hypocrites, i even got bored enough to read the whole book of Mormon all the way through, and this Latter Day Saints church are total hypocrites, they just hoard all the money and power for themselves, and the Book of Mormon says not to do that. So they are a bunch of damn hypocrites, just like Christians and Muslims, but they have good books for people who are more pure in heart, and aren't just after the power. But this is a segregationalist state, and the Mormons are the Nazi's and everyone else is like outcasts or something, they act like they're some special separate race apart from everyone because they are so goddamn enlightened by their Joseph Smith and their Brigham Young, i don't think they even worship Jesus, they just sit around and worship themselves all day. But the Book of Mormon and the Qur'an when you mix the two, it makes very good spiritual nourishment, i don't know what these Mormons read they definately aren't reading the book of mormon, or if they are, they are just twisting around the meaning so they can use if to make themselves powerful, and exclude everyone else from their superior religious system (or so they tell themselves over and over again) they're just a bunch of pathetic buttfucks, and their only purpose is to destroy people's freedom and will to live, and spirit to be free.
kurt
my girlfriend i had to run away up here to Salt Lake because once her bishop found out that she invited me to live with her (she's 30 years old) then he made her feel guilty, and then she made me feel like I invaded her life, and her parents did it too. Then they kept sayin "when are you going to get a job" but the bishops wouldn't help me to get clothes to get a decent job, they just gave me bus tokens to go to labor ready, fuck those goddamn bishops. Then her bishop said we might be tempted to sin, shit we already had gone through a few dozen condoms, and we were in love, then mr. buttfuck bishop comes along and implants his demonology in her brain, and suddenly she's treating me like shit, acting like I invaded her life. I was probably the first real man she met in that buttfuck shithead rich boy town of Provo, that's why she invited me to stay with her right away, i was like a rare find for her, but they brainwash them from birth, and what the bishop says is always like it's the word of God or something, they're just abusing their position, and those bishops and elders (some of the 'elders' don't even have any facial hair yet, elders, like they'er so goddamn wise and enlightened) this church is so fucking full of shit, and i just want a little money to get out of here, and all they want me to do is their slave labor. This church is just a bunch of fucken slave drivers, then they are putting like 100 million dollars into their ZCMI mall and they're celebrating that Nordstroms will stay because they make the stores close on Sunday and NOrdstrom was threatening to back out of the lease, but these Mormons don't care abuot social issues. They have their "welfare square" for show, but really they just care abuot money and power and they're just a bunch of motherfucking hypocrites!
kurt
004.111
And if any one earns sin. he earns it against His own soul: for Allah is full of knowledge and wisdom.
Whoso committeth sin committeth it only against himself. Allah is ever Knower, Wise.
And whoever commits a sin, he only commits it against his own soul; and Allah is Knowing, Wise.
004.112
but if any one earns a fault or a sin and throws iton to one that is innocent, He carries (on himself) (Both) a falsehood and a flagrant sin.
And whoso committeth a delinquency or crime, then throweth (the blame) thereof upon the innocent, hath burdened himself with falsehood and a flagrant crime.
And whoever commits a fault or a sin, then accuses of it one innocent, he indeed takes upon himself the burden of a calumny and a manifest sin.
004.113
But for the Grace of Allah to thee and his mercy, a party of them would certainly have plotted to lead thee astray. But (in fact) they will only Lead their own souls astray, and to thee they can do no harm in the least. For Allah hath sent down to thee the Book and wisdom and taught thee what thou Knewest not (before): And gerat is the Grace of Allah unto thee.
but for the grace of Allah upon thee (Muhammad), and His mercy, a party of them had resolved to mislead thee, but they will mislead only themselves and they will hurt thee not at all. Allah revealeth unto thee the Scripture and wisdom, and teacheth thee that which thou knewest not. The grace of Allah toward thee hath been infinite.
And were it not for Allah's grace upon you and His mercy a party of them had certainly designed to bring you to perdition and they do not bring (aught) to perdition but their own souls, and they shall not harm you in any way, and Allah has revealed to you the Book and the wisdom, and He has taught you what you did not know, and Allah's grace on ou is very great.
004.114
In most of their secret talks there is no good: But if one exhorts to a deed of charity or justice or conciliation between men, (Secrecy is permissible): To him who does this, seeking the good pleasure of Allah, We shall soon give a reward of the highest (value).
There is no good in much of their secret conferences save (in) him who enjoineth almsgivign and kindness and peace-making among the people. Whoso doeth that, seeking the good pleasure of Allah, We shall bestow on him a vast reward.
There is no good in most of their secret counsels except (in his) who enjoins charity or goodness or reconciliation between people; and whoever does this seeking Allah's pleasure, We will give him a mighty reward.
004.115
If anyone contends with the Messenger even after guidance has been plainly conveyed to him, and follows a path other than that becoming to men of Faith, We shall leave him in the path he has chosen, and land him in Hell,-what an evil refuge!
And whoso opposeth the messenger after the guidance (of Allah) hath been manifested unto him, and followeth other than the believer's way, We appoint for him that unto which he himself hath turned,, and expose him unto hell - a hapless journey's end!
And whoever acts hostilely to the Messenger after that guidance has become manifest to him, and follows other than the way of the believers, We will turn him to that to which he has (himself) turned and make him enter hell; and it is an evil resort.
004.116
Allah forgiveth not (The sin of) joining other gods with Him; but He forgiveth whom He pleaseth other sins than this: one who joins other gods with Allah, Hath strayed far, far away (from the right).
Lo! Allah pardoneth not that partners should be ascribed unto Him. He pardoneth all save that to whom He will. Whoso ascribeth partners unto Allah hath wandered far astray.
Surely Allah does not forgive that anythin should be associated with Him, and He forgives what is besides this to whom He pleases; and whoever associates anything with Allah, he indeed strays off into a remote error.
004.117
(The Pagans), leaving Him, call but upon female deities: They call but upon satan the persistent rebel!
They invoke in His stead only females; they pray to none else than Satan, a rebel.
They do not call besides Him on anything but idols, and they do not call on anything but a rebelliou Shaitan.
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